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Not your ordinary Bio Someone once described me as a unique mix of opposites. Another persononce said to me, "you're not nice!" to which I responded, "Did I ever say Iwas?" Okay, so I've never won Ms. Congeniality at the Miss America Contest, but I strive every day to improvemyself, and as I've grown older (I'm 48 now) I can see marked improvement over the yearsand I like who I am becoming and most importantly, I don't care what otherpeople think. With this body, I learned a long time ago, that there were just some people who arenot going to like me no matter what I did. Many of them were in my family.
My family.....now there is a book waiting to be written. Where should Istart? The Uncle who said he wouldn't let someone like me sit on his couch forfear I would break it? The Aunt's who said to her children, within my hearing, "no youcannot eat that, you don't want to grow up to be fat like your cousin Patty." Orshould I just jump right in with the murders? How about my brother's murder by the mob when Iwas six? Or when my father murdered my mother when I was seventeen? He was released fromprison after only serving 3 years, even though he confessed to shooting her point blank in thehead. That's not all. He also got ALL of the insurance money from her life insurancepolicy after he murdered her, PLUS while in prison he received full Social Security Benefits. When he was released, he came out with a nice tidy sum to see him through while Istruggled along. By the way, since that time, the laws have been changed here in Wisconsin sothat a spouse can no longer benefit from murdering his/her mate by receiving the insurance money.
Now about the other money and funds collected at the funeral. My mother had manyfriends that were concerned for me and my FULL sister, who was 21 at the time. But wehad an older half-sister who was then in her late 30's, who took over everything when ourmother died. The house, our belongings, even our pet dog. She embezzled the money, sold all our earthly belongings, and even kept the DOG!! And when Iquestioned her about it, she kicked me out of her home threatening to send me to Children's Detention Center. Can you imagine every toy you ever playedwith, anything you ever made in school, all your belongings, all your memories, everything taken from you and either sold, kept for herself or thrown away. My life was totally swept away.
So that was the start of my adult life. I was 17, fat, unloved, unwanted, broke, totally alone, homeless, sleeping in 24 hour Laundromats or gas stations, and unemployed, while the half-sister collected my social security benefits and kept it for herself. Young and innocent, searching for someone to loveme, and thinking sex was the way to do this, I found myself pregnant within a year. Now you ask yourself, CAN IT GET ANY WORSE? My answer is this: In mylife, it can ALWAYS get worse. Now if you want to hear the rest ofthe story, I guess you will just have to look me up and ask me yourself. In the meantime. Here is some general information about me:
Name: Patricia Age: 48 Height 5'7" Weight: 440 lbs. Body Shape: Pear Hair: Brown with gray Eyes: blue with gray (when you get old, everything turns gray) Marital Status: Single Children: One (all grown up) Grandchildren: Two (2 & 7) Location: Wisconsin (duhhhh) Assets: Intelligent, Good sense of humor, Straight forward
Final Comments: I am trying to be a good Christian but I seem to fail sooften. And I try to eat healthy, but I often fail at that too. But I don't feellike a failure. I guess that is because I am secure in my faith in who I am in both as aChristian and as a BBW-SS. God made me this way. I know we don't allshare the same faith, but I believe that God chose this body for me. Before I was born, He hadthis body all picked out for me, knowing it was inclined to be so very big. He made it with strong bones to hold me up and with a strong heart to keep megoing. So if God says this body is the right one for me, who am I to disagree!!
You can email me at Heartbreaker53227x@yahoo.com
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